Don't lose heart, trust in God and in Jesus Christ. John 14:1.
But, don't lose hope. There is a hope a Godly hope found in the bible: https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+143%3A7-8&version=NIV if you are depressed.
We live for you and stand for You as your redeemed: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/meredithandrews/newsongwesing.html
Praying for all my readers out there!
With you in the Love and Joy of Jesus,